...so sweet of you

i was so surprised.....u took out an apple pie! u bought me that..how sweet of you sweetheart!!!! sayang awak.. u know how i just love mcd's apple pie.. hugs and kisses for my J.e.j.a.k.a

am enjoying the hot sweet juicy apple pie u bought me...fuhh..heaven on earth! tq awak...


p/s: enjoying it while hook on the net...wonderful

...wat is rite?

should i spill it out?
how should i?
when should i...
where should i..

will i make it worse?
will i make it better?

my heart is pounding hard and fast
i cant stop thinking bout it
as for i never know the decision

Ya Allah, Ya Mujib, Ya Wahhab
mudahkan segala urusan berkaitan
sesungguhnya memudahkan yang sukar amat mudah bagi-Mu

....not knowing

how should i spell it out?
when should i?
where should i?

oh Lord The Almighty
please help me
for i dunno wat to do

a cycle with my dearest sweetheart

it was a hectic day. attended 5s' workshop at taman kechor. it is a two-day workshop but i had to skipped myself this afternoon since i had to join a meeting between PPKKP's EXCO and our final year students at kg wai. at lunch hour, had 2 slices of sengkuang+kuah rojak and a packet of buah sawa. under the tree my sweetheart and i had our fruit lunch. healthy haa?

after the meeting, i headed back home and prepare myself for the cycle session with my love.. sayang nyer kat awakkkk.. u arrived at around 5.50pm and drank 1 big mug of coconut juice(next time no more talapia na awak). rite after that, we cycled to beseri...and back home..roughly just 12km this time. we stopped for a pack of iced coconut juice. we laughed, we gossip things..hehehe..syookkk ooooo...

once we reached home, i was taught how to take off the front tire and how to handle it..hehehe...kinda hard for me..that is my bike parked in my room >>proton T-bike(T-bolt model)

anyway..it was a gudddd cycle..like i said..u'll love it more when you do it with ur loved one. sayang awak..

and so my heart beats

Within my heart ,
there are beats of love...
Which grow for you each day ...
For you my dearest touch my life
In so many special ways

~first outing which turned up to be the first next step on my life~

independent

independent shall i be

::tangled::

y must life be so unfair to me??
i never question upon other obstacles;
but this time..
i can no longer be the strong gurl i used to be

others might see me as a strong gurl
hurdles of obstacles on my path i keep pushing aside

the past taught me to stand
the past brought me where i am today
the past shaped me of who i am(am imperfect)

deep inside
i am just another plain gurl
who needs guidance and help
should i cry to the world
that i am just another little gurl!!!!

Ya Allah, help me!
You tests me often
You tests me greater this time

Ya Allah, You know best
if i cant stand the barriers i am facing
if i cant stand the barriers coming
please take me
for as i will never be happier
as for as others will be happier

a prayer which i cried to the Almighty Allah

suki desu

went for a 11.5 km of cycling today. accompanied by my loyal hearthrob~Jejaka and my bestfren 'datin sri'. we went to tasik melati and got back by taking the balai baru main road. once we reached tasik melati..heheh..ais kacang 2, nescafe o ais satu :D

it was a gud way of exercise. fun+gud exercise too. i dont cycling everyday, but fortunately i have to adjust according to Jejaka's work schedule. takpa gak...leh selang2 +rehat skit :D

today i tested abang own's new bike (T'bike) from Lotus/Proton company. the gear change was a bit rough but overall, if i were to compare with my mountain bike..hehehe..no complain

esok cycle lagiii....bestttt! its very very enlightening when u can share a hobby with ur loved one.