22 kilometers?? i cant believe it myself

on sunday morning, at exactly 7.45, nun and i cycled to tasik melati. Jejaka then joined us and the 3 of us cycled using the uphill and downhill route back to kg padang pauh. all around it was 22.2km..but to be exact it shud be 22.2km-3.3km hehe..but to make it sound better..i'll take 22.2 km :D we had i a lot of fun..i know i had. we saw so many things along the way..merapu macam2 :))

best la awak..nanti cycle lagi na..?

Tribute 2 The Lovely+Cute+Naugthy GEBU

GEBU..cute+naughty+lovely cat. i often hear your cute meow meow over the phone. i wish i had the chance to play around with you. but i guess it is best for you not to suffer more. may you rest in peace, Gebu.

p/s: i'm sorry for you my Dear..i'm sure Gebu was glad that you were his friend back then.

photo taken from www.hasnizamphotography.com

::you::

MY HEARTRHOB , MY LOVE

i never knew life is so beautiful
i never knew life is very colourful
i never dreamed of being loved by YOU

"i miss you" , "i love you", "sayang awak" , "i need you"
those phrases were brought into my life....
by YOUR LOVE

if one could wish 4 the true love
its the kind of love you are giving..pampering me with

my life...
all this while keep praying that somewhere out there...
someone would color my life...

my wish is granted..
i have YOU

i wanna go!

i wanna go there...

IDP EDUCATION IN AUSTRALIA 2007 EXHIBITION

Date : Sunday, 4th March 2007
Venue : Traders Hotel (formerly Shangri-La Hotel) Penang
Time : 12pm – 5pm

A few of my favourite things...

Cold water bath. the sound of my Jejaka voice . soul mates. spending time with my friends & family . photography (outing with my Jejaka) . random acts of kindness . rain . good conversation . reading . crawling into bed with fresh, clean sheets . laughter . girls night out. cooking(oh how i love cooking!!) . afternoon naps . milo o ais kurang manis. black coffee(anytime of the day) . surprises . dreaming . a day at the spa . goodnight wishes/calls . intuition . morning sunlight . shopping . weeping(sometimes i need this) . remembering

Killer...!!!

I was on my way to work..took the same route each day..i went out a a lil earlier today.. around 7.50 from home. i was passing Syed Sirajuddin Mosque when a black cat ran across the street. i cudnt brake too hard as there was a car behind me and i cudnt move to the other side as there were cars coming..wat else i cud do..argggghhh... killed the cat...yes i did.. kucing tu tak tertido laaaaa...

i felt terrible..drove slowly to jejawi..as i was reaching my office..i killed another cat... my God..2 cats in a day..hows that sound ha..??

jahatnya...pembunuh tul...

p/s: dua2 kucing tak tertido..memang confirm mati... :(

never let it be too late

went out with zahrah yesterday..she picked me up at Masjid Bukhary around 10.30am. we went round and round again in her car..kewl nice car.. i was rather confused+gloomy+muddle up. i wasnt really listening to her..she was spelling out her problems..pity her..

she gave me a bottle of eternity by calvin klein (belated birthday present). how lucky i am. how thoughtful of u zahrah.. u will always be my greatest fren and gud listener. TQ my fren..tq sebab sanggup layan kerenah aku..dari kita mula d k5c 505 hingga la ni..

the moment i stepped into my car to alor star..tears were dropping ..i wanted to stop but i just cant hep it. i then met zahrah.. but she doesnt have a clue wat was it all about..i just told her..i just wanted to cry..and i did.. it was suppose to be her that cry n not me..but it was the other way around..tq zahrah for being my shoulder to cry on..i really needed that

no one knows..no one knows..

to my frens out there...treasure the love that knocked on ur heart..as we will never know what will happen next...

i learn my lesson well..

he showers you with love
he shows you what love is..what miss is all about
he teaches you to feel love which you never knew
now..you learn to love and be loved

dont be stupid...
for not knowing how to keep the love he gives you
he is the one who gives you strength
who tells you that you cud anything in the world
he sprikles glitters to your dull life
he shows you how great it is to fall in love


remember my frens..
dont be stupid..
understand him well
keep your words
keep your promises


dont let it be too late
or you shall never win him back
dont ever make it too late..
for all you know..
he is meant for you..

tell him how deep is your love..
do all the things he loves
put smiles on his face..
love him until the end of time


thank him..

thank him for loving you
treasure him for who he is...
thank him for giving you the chance to be loved and to love
thank him for giving you strength
thank him for calling you sayang..dear..sweeheart..
thank him for missing you..
thank him for telling/whispering all those sweet words
thank him for letting you be The One in his life..even for once..
thank him you for making youfeel treasured, accepted...
those lovely words shall be your strength forever..

my fren..
when you find it is TOO LATE...
it will be hard..its hard..REALLY HARD for you

you cant think straight..
all you can think of..is that..if Allah shall grant you with a wish..
you wud wish to die so that you dont have to see him with someone else
you cant bear knowing that you have no one in your life
you cant bear knowing that you have no one to call sayang...you just cant
you cant bear of anything at that moment ...


others shall say..life must go on..perhaps for them..
easier said than done
as for you...you will be another zombie..
dont blame him..not even once..
blame yourself for not taking the chances he gave you

as for me..i blame myself..how stupid of me..

a great afternoon

went cycling with Jejaka..nun, diara and anis joined as well.. we went all the way to Tasik Melati.we took only 1 hour for the ride..kewl haa.. it was a 10km ride.. phew...syokkkkkk...thanks sweetheart for asking to join u...at least i can burn some calories..(walaupun naik beskal mini jer)

last nite was the 'mesyuarat kenduri'..nun and diara came to help..we were in the kitchen..i managed to make tuna sandwich for us and in while the mesyuarat was on..i made some chocolate oil cupcakes..taken from http://rossyabakes.fotopages.com.. compliments over compliments i received..heheheh

i learnt a few things last nite..one must listen to another (for our own gud); if one do us a favour, the least we can do is say "thank you";respect others...

i learn my lesson yesterday..

check this out...

i can sing this song by heart..... bestnyer lagu nihhhh

i wont be happy...
until i know u're feeling better


get well soon darling...

...sadness lingering

sad...

cameron>> :((

FP>> :(((((

blog >> :(

yahoo 360>> :(((


p/s: BTN, balik pulau >> :))

How Do I Love Thee?
by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!--and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

my dreams are merely shattered

we both are hoping for march and june..but what happened was..they decided to go for may and august..Ya Allah..wat is happening here..nizam and i hoped that we cud be living 2gether by june..wat went wrong??

Dear Allah, its me again..asking for another favour..please make things rite..please fix the problem we both are facing..i dunno wat went wrong.. I never stop praying for things to turn out rite..Dear Allah..give us strength to stand this setback which we did not ask for..Y is it so hard for us? Please make things rite..

I am now..not a person anymore..I am lifeless...what can i do to fix this????????. my dreams and hope are merely shattered by decisions made by others..My love sweetheart, please stand by me and lead me.. I ask for you and me to be strong..

my heartthrob~J.e.j.a.k.a~

I love you for every second i live
I need you for every breath i take
I miss you oh so dearly!

i'll be missing my Heartthrob a.k.a. Jejaka

i know im gonna miss someone dearly...my dear heartthrob..

:(

p/s: i'll get you some strawberries ok sweetheart? love u...