expect the unexpected

as someone said to me...


EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED..more to come..more challenges ahead..

some cupcakes i made

last nite i tried making some cupcakes..Orange Cupcakes With Orange Zest.. they were lovely!! perfect domes. i cant find any more of those cups to fill, and so i use the normal-lembik-punyer cup :D

dunno y, but i felt sleepy last nite..very sleepy. at around 11.45 i went into bed .. best tido ...ujan lagi tu.. managed to finish up some slides for the mock-teaching this monday. argghhh..scary!

but there is another SCARY thing ...Ya Allah, permudahkan lah urusan **** dan **** kami..Sesungguhnya memudahkan yang sukar itu amat mudah bagi-Mu.

::weekend::

went to Tasik Melati accompanied by Datin Sri dan Cik Puan. Talked, laughed, ate the soggy KFC fries, some cadbury chocolate..how lovely....the scenery was devine!

unfortunately, my Jejaka was not feeling well. slight fever.. poor guy..

GET WELL SOON my Jejaka...luv u!

what have i been doin' lately?

instant coffee, notebook , printed journals, my mobile, soft feather pillow, fan and my black n white carpet.. those are the things that keep me awake for the past few days.

gotta do some reading so that wont do much of thinking..argggghhhh michikesso!
need to refresh those theories i read back then..gotta refresh with lots and lots of instant coffee..

been busy with some paperworks at the office as well as for my personal employability...doha..qatar..uk..hehehe..gotta try em all.

~love will keep us alive~

adios amigos!

wonderful korean song

our names in nihongho

his

Your Japanese Name Is...

Ronin Kobayashi

What's your Japanese Name?

mine

Your Japanese Name Is...

Tokiko Saionji

What's your Japanese Name?

jerebu di hati kecil ini..

u showered me with love
u showed me what love is..what miss is all about

u taught me to feel love which i never knew
which i never thought i would ever get to feel


i learned to love and be loved
but i am so stupid not knowing
not knowing how to keep the love u gave me


u gave me strength
tell me i cud do anything in the world
u put glitters in my dark life
u showed me how great it was to fall in love


i am stupid..
i never understand you
never keep my words
never keep my promises


i know now u deserve someone better than me
i know now...im not meant to be in ur life..


but remember sayang..u will forever be my sayang..FOREVER
as no one cud ever take that place in my heart
i will always love you until the end of time..


i thank you
thank you for loving me
thank you for giving me the chance to be loved and to love
thank you for giving me strength
thank you for calling me sayang..rindu awak..sayang awak (oh how i long to hear those phrases again)
thank you for letting me be your ' The One' in your life..even for a while..

thank you for making me feel treasured, accepted...
those lovely words will be my strength forever..


its hard..REALLY HARD for me
if Allah grant me my wish..i wish to.....
i cant bear knowing that i have no one in my life
i cant bear knowing that i cannot call you sayang...i just cant

i cant bear of anything now...



i dont blame you..not even once..
i blame myself for taking the chances you gave me


i love you..
and i will always love you

love you always
ja